Reason To Go

I want to say: well you’re high, ’cause I quit.

There is this remote possibility at Scarsdale but assuming that aside I’m here another year and not more. So the next March fourth becomes a much bigger deal.

If all that is so, then there is this remote possibility of weeds, but assuming that aside then I would be here (on the allocation side as well as the generation side) another year and not more.

The reason again is just that one guy, but this time I can plan it and control. In maybe twenty completely unexpected minutes he niggled at me about three distinct things; fuck that one guy this won’t work. He won’t be able to help himself and leave me be.

So I am looking now not just at the three free months, but what must needs done in the nine-plus that follow.

The long arc of the plan.