{"id":9959,"date":"2026-04-07T12:01:43","date_gmt":"2026-04-07T19:01:43","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.vairtere.com\/spill\/?p=9959"},"modified":"2026-04-07T12:01:43","modified_gmt":"2026-04-07T19:01:43","slug":"yep-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.vairtere.com\/spill\/2026\/04\/07\/yep-2\/","title":{"rendered":"Yep"},"content":{"rendered":"

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I’m selfishly pulling most of my own ragged scraps of compassion inward toward myself, for use in the project of forgiving and loving myself.<\/p>\n

I think I’ve been doing that for a long time now. <\/p>\n

Even so, there is a small percentage still allocated to you, and to the dead girls, and to these cats.<\/p>\n

And a sliver even for the Zionists, the flying Colonels that killed the girls, and the good Germans just trying to feed their families by working in the missile factories south of Tucson. <\/p>\n

Next to none though, for the powers-that-be who profit most from architecting this hellscape of a world, knowing full well what it will cost to the lives of others. Or for the mild smiling bureaucrats who front for them, also knowing, and refusing to even consider their own complicity in the evil. <\/p>\n

Those too venal or afraid to look at the sooth of their lives for fear of seeing the homicidal and genocidal realities staring back at them from the mirror of their hearts.<\/p>\n

If wishing those broken ones long, slow, and painful deaths precludes me from ever entering the promised land of transcendence … well that’s a bridge I’ll cross when I come to it. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

I’m selfishly pulling most of my own ragged scraps of compassion inward toward myself, for use in the project of forgiving and loving myself. I think I’ve been doing that for a long time now. Even so, there is a small percentage still allocated to you, and to the dead girls, and to these cats. […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-9959","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.vairtere.com\/spill\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9959","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.vairtere.com\/spill\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.vairtere.com\/spill\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.vairtere.com\/spill\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.vairtere.com\/spill\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=9959"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.vairtere.com\/spill\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9959\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":9961,"href":"https:\/\/www.vairtere.com\/spill\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9959\/revisions\/9961"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.vairtere.com\/spill\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=9959"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.vairtere.com\/spill\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=9959"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.vairtere.com\/spill\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=9959"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}