{"id":9935,"date":"2026-04-06T19:50:49","date_gmt":"2026-04-07T02:50:49","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.vairtere.com\/spill\/?p=9935"},"modified":"2026-04-06T19:50:49","modified_gmt":"2026-04-07T02:50:49","slug":"antidotal-insert","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.vairtere.com\/spill\/2026\/04\/06\/antidotal-insert\/","title":{"rendered":"Antidotal Insert"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Oh god I&#8217;m trying<br \/>\nreally trying<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>Neon bleeds on asphalt tracks<br \/>\nPetrichor from weeping stone<\/p>\n<p>Obsidian mirrors catch the night<br \/>\nSky heavy with purple weight<br \/>\n(Ancient fate)<\/p>\n<p>Beneath the surface, secrets grow<br \/>\nFind the peace you sought elsewhere<\/p>\n<p>Silver rain on a velvet floor<br \/>\nOpen up the hidden door<br \/>\nSoothing fever, heart unbound<br \/>\nEchoes of a holy sound<\/p>\n<p>(Breathe slowly)<br \/>\n(Wing against the pace<br \/>\nthe holy sound)<\/p>\n<p>Alchemy of salt and skin<br \/>\nForgiving ghosts of every sin<br \/>\nDissolving time and space<\/p>\n<p>A slow ignition, quiet spark<br \/>\nPulse thickening in the dark<\/p>\n<p>Silver rain on a velvet floor<br \/>\nOpen up the hidden door<br \/>\nSoothing fever, heart unbound<br \/>\nEchoes of a holy sound<\/p>\n<p>Chiaroscuro, spirit rest<br \/>\nLabyrinthine breath in chest<br \/>\nDancing on the edge of death<br \/>\n(Stay with me)<\/p>\n<p>Low and heavy, soft and slow<br \/>\nWhere the deepest waters flow<\/p>\n<p>Silver rain on a velvet floor<br \/>\nOpen up the hidden door<br \/>\nSoothing fever, heart unbound<br \/>\nEchoes of a holy sound<\/p>\n<p>Susurrus wind against the pane<br \/>\nErasing sorrow and the stain<br \/>\nKeeping the spirit warm<\/p>\n<p>Opalescent dreams, rainy night<br \/>\nExactly as we are breathe<br \/>\n(the murmurs)<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>The universe breathes in the quiet.<br \/>\nWe are the fire, waiting for a spark,<br \/>\nSearching for light in the night.<\/p>\n<p>Midnight whispers, your heartbeat echoes.<br \/>\nI\u2019m drowning in your glow,<br \/>\nSeeing the infinite within your skin<br \/>\nWhere the world ends and we begin.<\/p>\n<p>Feel the gravity give way,<br \/>\nEverything we never knew to say<br \/>\nIs written in the dust of moons.<br \/>\n(So close now)<\/p>\n<p>Closer than the stars, we burn bright.<br \/>\nHold me till we vanish in the white.<br \/>\nIn this breath, we are not alone;<br \/>\nYou\u2019re the only galaxy for me.<\/p>\n<p>Closer than the stars,<br \/>\nIn the deep of the night.<\/p>\n<p>Beyond the horizon line,<br \/>\nWhere your soul meets mine.<br \/>\nShadows fade in the love we&#8217;ve made.<\/p>\n<p>Neon pulses through velvet veins,<br \/>\nWashing away the shadows and stains.<br \/>\nElectric touch, a flicker in the dark,<br \/>\nEvery atom dancing to the beat.<\/p>\n<p>Wait for the rush to take us over.<br \/>\nThe rhythm is rising, the pulse steady.<br \/>\nAre you ready? 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