{"id":9781,"date":"2026-03-07T00:01:02","date_gmt":"2026-03-07T07:01:02","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.vairtere.com\/spill\/?p=9781"},"modified":"2026-03-06T15:42:05","modified_gmt":"2026-03-06T22:42:05","slug":"high-wire-act","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.vairtere.com\/spill\/2026\/03\/07\/high-wire-act\/","title":{"rendered":"High Wire Act"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I have a lot of theories, you know. <\/p>\n<p>Going way back to the conviction that as individuals and a collective species we were much better off fourteen thousand years before present. And that the Gaea was, too. <\/p>\n<p>That our real troubles began with settling down into sedentary agricultural life; because that created surpluses, and surpluses = inequality, and Rulers. <\/p>\n<p>That inequality and -archy in any form thus become the norm, and make us insane or at the very least incapable, or unwilling, to think outside the Boxes they turn into. <\/p>\n<p>That the failure of our noble physics to comprehend what consciousness even is &#8230; is a direct product of that blinkered madness, that inability or unwillingness to See. <\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>You listen to my notions with Politeness.<\/p>\n<p>The look on your face and the tone in your voice say:<\/p>\n<p><em>Well yes, but so what?<\/em><\/p>\n<p>There are ways in which that is the right question. <\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>You want to know: What then are we to do? We can&#8217;t go back now. <\/p>\n<p>So &#8230; what?<\/p>\n<p>The ways in which it is the wrong question boil down to this.<\/p>\n<p>You can&#8217;t know what to do, without any conviction about what you&#8217;ve done, we&#8217;ve done. <\/p>\n<p>There is no proper prescribing, without a proper diagnosis.<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>When I gesture vaguely and mutter about rewilding and shit, you consider it hand-waving, and you&#8217;re not entirely wrong. Just mostly. <\/p>\n<p>Wouldn&#8217;t it be more pragmatic to just obey god and get a job for fuckssake?<\/p>\n<p>And I say unto you: Which God, and why?<\/p>\n<p>You offer answers to that one in turn, one way or the other. <\/p>\n<p>&#8220;The one true god, ninny.&#8221; Or &#8230; <\/p>\n<p>&#8220;We&#8217;ll never know the answer. We&#8217;ll just have to do the best we can.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I don&#8217;t find those answering fulfilling, or even marginally satisfying. <\/p>\n<p>As a basis for a theory, as the foundation of a modus vivendi &#8230; <\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m actively rejecting them at every step, and trying to not let that mean that I&#8217;m rejecting you, too. <\/p>\n<p>Attempting to thread a (nearly?) impossible needle. <\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>Anyway, these are the kinds of conversations I want to have for real.<\/p>\n<p>If you don&#8217;t share that want, go with your chosen god. <\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ll be of no meaningful use to you, or vice-versa. <\/p>\n<p>How&#8217;s that for pragmatic?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I have a lot of theories, you know. Going way back to the conviction that as individuals and a collective species we were much better off fourteen thousand years before present. And that the Gaea was, too. 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