{"id":9407,"date":"2025-12-26T11:46:52","date_gmt":"2025-12-26T18:46:52","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.vairtere.com\/spill\/?p=9407"},"modified":"2025-12-26T11:46:52","modified_gmt":"2025-12-26T18:46:52","slug":"26-pivot","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.vairtere.com\/spill\/2025\/12\/26\/26-pivot\/","title":{"rendered":"26 Pivot"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>This isn&#8217;t a video and it&#8217;s not even a hike.<\/p>\n<p>Meanwhile, responding in that other comments section &#8230; <\/p>\n<p>Sliding off the road and dying in Pueblo wouldn&#8217;t be any kind of tragedy at all. <\/p>\n<p>Not compared to continuing to heed belated maternal warnings about keeping &#8220;safe&#8221; at any cost. <\/p>\n<p><em>Your fear isn&#8217;t helping me<\/em>; never has and never will. <\/p>\n<p>Especially in the context of all that&#8217;s happened in the last six months, your misgivings are doing nothing except to infuriate me further.<\/p>\n<p>A rage that I am so hungry to weed out of what remains of my life. <\/p>\n<p>One way or another and regardless of the collaterals, that much I <em>will<\/em> do. Sorry not sorry. <\/p>\n<p>Oh, and a walk, too, filmed or unfilmed, while I am still above ground and the sun is shining. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>This isn&#8217;t a video and it&#8217;s not even a hike. Meanwhile, responding in that other comments section &#8230; Sliding off the road and dying in Pueblo wouldn&#8217;t be any kind of tragedy at all. Not compared to continuing to heed belated maternal warnings about keeping &#8220;safe&#8221; at any cost. Your fear isn&#8217;t helping me; never [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-9407","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.vairtere.com\/spill\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9407","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.vairtere.com\/spill\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.vairtere.com\/spill\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.vairtere.com\/spill\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.vairtere.com\/spill\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=9407"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.vairtere.com\/spill\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9407\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":9413,"href":"https:\/\/www.vairtere.com\/spill\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9407\/revisions\/9413"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.vairtere.com\/spill\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=9407"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.vairtere.com\/spill\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=9407"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.vairtere.com\/spill\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=9407"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}