and here\u2019s all these Millbrae and San Carlos neat-necktied producers and commuters of America and Steel civilization rushing by with San Francisco Chronicles and green Call-Bulletins not even enough time to be disdainful <\/p>\n
till the time of evening supper in homes of the railroad earth when high in the sky the magic stars ride above the following hotshot freight trains<\/p>\n
I swim out of it in afternoons of sun hot meditation in my jeans with head on handkerchief
\non brakeman\u2019s lantern
\nor on Book <\/p>\n
I look up at blue sky of perfect lostpurity <\/p>\n
the switching moves of boxcars in that little alley which is so much like the alleys of Lowell and I hear far off in the sense of coming night that engine
\ncalling our mountains.<\/p>\n
nobody knew or far from cared who I was all my life
\nthree thousand five hundred miles from birth
\nopened up and at last belonged to me
\nin great america.<\/p>\n
***<\/p>\n
In spite of what I tell myself about where my primary focus is supposed to be, I am spending all of it on keeping this one cat I love best alive and as healthy as possible. <\/p>\n
***<\/p>\n
Being domesticated is a fantasy, and a rewarding one. <\/p>\n
But in reality, it would require an ungodly amount of time and attention given freely by a tamer. <\/p>\n
The kind I give Kali. <\/p>\n
It wouldn’t be right or even be workable, to demand it.<\/p>\n
So i continue down the wild path alone, as things stand. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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