{"id":7964,"date":"2025-03-12T01:18:33","date_gmt":"2025-03-12T08:18:33","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.vairtere.com\/spill\/?p=7964"},"modified":"2025-03-12T01:18:33","modified_gmt":"2025-03-12T08:18:33","slug":"alotbeautiful","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.vairtere.com\/spill\/2025\/03\/12\/alotbeautiful\/","title":{"rendered":"ALOTBeautiful"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I don&#8217;t know where the two days vanished, except I do. <\/p>\n<p>There was a big order fulfilled expeditiously. <\/p>\n<p>There was maintenance, on a couple of the leftover relationships. <\/p>\n<p>It was trash day and this house is really, really clean now, and not just clean but &#8230; the &#8230; organizational structure is lookin&#8217; mighty purty too. <\/p>\n<p>I haven&#8217;t been able to re-establish a normal circadian rhythm but it&#8217;s hard to complain about that, because the proximate cause is just not needing to sleep even after sixteen, eighteen, twenty hours have gone by. Like I try but just can&#8217;t and so I get up again. <\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve been fussed about money more than usual. Not in the moment or the day to day, but come June my income takes a 25% chop, or more depending on how the sausage grinds out. The belt is pulled tight, for that reason but for other reasons too&#8211;I am planning strategically, on how to be real poor and real sane because of it. Specifically. I know that&#8217;s vague, but it wouldn&#8217;t be, if you&#8217;d a-been reading the whitespace between every line. <\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve got three months to build a cope, conceptually and in reified meatspace. Or, you know, to get a fucking job, but that seems less and less like what I want to do with the ever-shorter moments of consciousness still remaining in the share I&#8217;ve been so miraculously granted, here on planet blue. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I don&#8217;t know where the two days vanished, except I do. There was a big order fulfilled expeditiously. There was maintenance, on a couple of the leftover relationships. It was trash day and this house is really, really clean now, and not just clean but &#8230; the &#8230; organizational structure is lookin&#8217; mighty purty too. [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-7964","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.vairtere.com\/spill\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7964","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.vairtere.com\/spill\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.vairtere.com\/spill\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.vairtere.com\/spill\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.vairtere.com\/spill\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=7964"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.vairtere.com\/spill\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7964\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":7965,"href":"https:\/\/www.vairtere.com\/spill\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7964\/revisions\/7965"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.vairtere.com\/spill\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=7964"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.vairtere.com\/spill\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=7964"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.vairtere.com\/spill\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=7964"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}