{"id":6483,"date":"2024-07-26T00:01:10","date_gmt":"2024-07-26T07:01:10","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.vairtere.com\/spill\/?p=6483"},"modified":"2024-07-25T22:17:01","modified_gmt":"2024-07-26T05:17:01","slug":"cherrytruth-sundaebomb","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.vairtere.com\/spill\/2024\/07\/26\/cherrytruth-sundaebomb\/","title":{"rendered":"Cherrytruth Sundaebomb"},"content":{"rendered":"

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The things I observe and believe and say only mechanically deepen your fear, and you are not alone in that. <\/p>\n

All they do is make a desperate escape into indulgent frozen desserts and pretend holidays seem more appealing, even more necessary, and so that is the path you choose–you flee my chronic intonations; they’re not helping, and at last even I can plainly observe how that works. <\/p>\n

I don’t know what I’m doing. <\/p>\n

I do at last know by this point that I’m not doing it for you. <\/p>\n

As for why I am doing it anyway, I neither know nor think that I know. <\/p>\n

I stand beneath the moon by the crossing gate, waiting solo, waiting on the double E<\/em>. <\/p>\n

I murmur about my own exquisitely delicate alienation but you don’t hear it <\/p>\n

because I’ve alienated you. <\/p>\n

Every day there is a new blank page.<\/p>\n

(Being worthy of dignity and respect and love is not the same as deserving them.)<\/p>\n

Every day is<\/em> that very same new blank page reflected in the liquid eye of the metaphor horse. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

The things I observe and believe and say only mechanically deepen your fear, and you are not alone in that. All they do is make a desperate escape into indulgent frozen desserts and pretend holidays seem more appealing, even more necessary, and so that is the path you choose–you flee my chronic intonations; they’re not […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-6483","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.vairtere.com\/spill\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6483","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.vairtere.com\/spill\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.vairtere.com\/spill\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.vairtere.com\/spill\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.vairtere.com\/spill\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=6483"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/www.vairtere.com\/spill\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6483\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":6490,"href":"https:\/\/www.vairtere.com\/spill\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6483\/revisions\/6490"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.vairtere.com\/spill\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=6483"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.vairtere.com\/spill\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=6483"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.vairtere.com\/spill\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=6483"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}