No one ever voted for her<\/a> and they’re not going to start now, though you of course may well prove an exception to the rule, you forward-thinking pro-democracy anti-fascist rebel you. <\/p>\nI’ve been monitoring the endless texts but so virtuously saying nothing, and using my otherwise useless shadowbanned twitter account to dump off excesses of steam when I finally and absolutely cannot stand it for even one more second. <\/p>\n
My unbroken diligence here at the spill makes me feel unequivocally proud. <\/p>\n
As for what I’ve filmed, I’ve selectively posted what also makes me proud, and I’ve shitbinned the rest ruthlessly. <\/p>\n
I do not question and fully acknowledge your entitlement to go right ahead passing on the roasted magic beans of light and reading nothing, watching nothing … saying nothing … <\/p>\n
Feeling.<\/p>\n
In response I exhort myself to persevere in fierce spite of the resulting pindrop void, to even try to teach myself to craft a facsimile of a comfortable home for myself within its confines of cathedral silence. <\/p>\n
That ambition defines me at four in the morning of the 23rd day of July. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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