{"id":560,"date":"2019-09-30T08:11:15","date_gmt":"2019-09-30T15:11:15","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.vairtere.com\/spill\/?p=560"},"modified":"2019-09-30T09:46:44","modified_gmt":"2019-09-30T16:46:44","slug":"smartery","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.vairtere.com\/spill\/2019\/09\/30\/smartery\/","title":{"rendered":"Smartery"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>An extension of the Maturin hypothesis.<\/p>\n<p>Long ago in this life, I would hear often from people about how smart I was. Normally it was remarked with a tasty wonder. Sometimes it was tinged with something like dark envy. Either way I learned to accept the judgment with diplomacy. The commenters were correct, and the pleasure I felt at the comments was proportional to how smart I thought <em>they<\/em> were. <\/p>\n<p>The harshest thing my father ever said to me was that I was smart but not as smart as I thought I was. It hurt, but he was wrong, and I knew even as I smarted that it meant he was afraid of me, afraid because I was brighter than he was and that was a thing he could not control. <\/p>\n<p>Later on in time it didn&#8217;t happen as often, but there were stand-ins for &#8216;smart&#8217;. A recognition of my overdeveloped vocabulary often featured. <\/p>\n<p>Now even that is rare. <\/p>\n<p>I think there are a lot of reasons why.<\/p>\n<p>The most logical thing is to assume that I&#8217;m not as noticeably smart as I used to be. For one thing, a much-publicized study lately says that stressing over money drops your IQ by 13 points. Also, a diminishing due to age might be expected. Combined, these things could bring me much closer to average, intellectually. <\/p>\n<p>But I think there&#8217;s a lot more going on.<\/p>\n<p>First, when you&#8217;re twenty or thirty, intelligence in its pure form is a mark of value unto itself. <\/p>\n<p>But at fifty or sixty, a person&#8217;s intellect (maybe especially a man&#8217;s) isn&#8217;t rated on its own merits, but rather on what those brains have been used to accomplish, particularly regarding piling up cash and comforts and other outward evidence of success. <\/p>\n<p>I have not succeeded, and on a bad day I might even say I&#8217;ve accomplished nothing. <\/p>\n<p>So in terms of the gaze of the other, there is less evidence and less reason to believe, and say, that I am so very far above average. <\/p>\n<p>Also, times have changed in some significant ways. <\/p>\n<p>It feels like there are a lot more people in the world who have a lot more invested in being the smart one, or at least one of the smarter ones. There is an oversupply of people who can wave around a graduate degree, and the barista with a PhD is a standard punch line. Each of these people is very invested in seeing themselves as brighter, often because seeing themselves that way is the only foundation they have for self-esteem&#8211;I can relate to that somewhat, as per the above. <\/p>\n<p>There is also the rise of the search engine, and even more latterly the &#8216;smart&#8217; phone. The kinds of things one used to know, or not know, has become more elastic in the age of the google, and I don&#8217;t just mean in terms of who wrote the Odyssey or Jude the Obscure. It&#8217;s also in the brainpower it takes (or took) to know how to get from Denver to Flagstaff in an efficient way, or where to find gas or a bookstore along the way. Even in the utility of finding a bookstore, as opposed to dragging down a text to your Kindle or whatever. <\/p>\n<p>Education and street smarts are both worth less than they used to be, and thus real intellect too. <\/p>\n<p>Finally there&#8217;s this idea:<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>&#8220;Humans tend to act negatively to exceptional behavior, so if you&#8217;re high intelligence, but at least average charisma, you&#8217;re going to over time be trained to dial back how much your intelligence comes out in general affairs. &#8212;<a href=\"https:\/\/old.reddit.com\/r\/linux\/comments\/dambxx\/stallman_steps_down_as_a_head_of_the_gnu_project\/\">some random redditor<\/a> who is smart <\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>This online opinion concerns the case of Richard Stallman of GNU and GNU\/Linux, who recently joined the casualty list of those dethroned for having smart opinions that didn&#8217;t sit well with the average intellects who hold contrary views. <\/p>\n<p>Out of all these things, I think the lack of success factor is the most determinative. <\/p>\n<p>In the end I&#8217;m not sure the meditation on smartness means much. It&#8217;s mostly important to me because I used to have a steady flow of buffs to my self-worth whether I cared about them or not, and now it&#8217;s a trickle. <\/p>\n<p>Really the lesson to be drawn is succinctly put by Maturin himself:<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>\nNothing, as Milton observes, profits a man like proper self-esteem. <\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>To the extent that I can maintain my own sense of value, independent of the admiration of the gazing other, I will so profit. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>An extension of the Maturin hypothesis. Long ago in this life, I would hear often from people about how smart I was. Normally it was remarked with a tasty wonder. Sometimes it was tinged with something like dark envy. Either way I learned to accept the judgment with diplomacy. 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