https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=ogh9oa7ulPo<\/a><\/p>\nThe second one is kind of frivolous and loopy, but it gives you a taste, and it’s helping me, a little and so far. <\/p>\n
Speaking of frivolous and loopy, I said straight out yesterday, though in an ironic tone of voice, that I was voting for Marianne. The reactions all picked up on the irony part with no apparent understanding that I was telling the truth. <\/p>\n
Sort of. I won’t be voting for her unless she reaches the General, because I’d have to re-register Dem to do so in the primary. <\/p>\n
My vote is … cosmic.<\/p>\n
This goes all the way back to the days when I was actively experiencing trauma. <\/p>\n
I was a flaky liberal hippie wannabe at 15, and my icon and touchstone was the Yippie, Abbie Hoffeman.<\/p>\n
I was the writer then too. The writer not doing a great job of being the writer then too. <\/p>\n
I haven’t changed much in the essentials I don’t think. <\/p>\n
The world has changed radically around me, in most ways for the worse. <\/p>\n
The parts of me that have changed are around the edges, how I respond to the world, and how I respond to the repressed trauma being at least as strong as I am now. <\/p>\n
What’s changed is who I am to Those People. <\/p>\n
But that too is a pattern. <\/p>\n
The perfect Candidate lets loose with the perfect Interview. <\/p>\n
The Employee has no respect for his superiors. <\/p>\n
Eventually they catch on to that fact. <\/p>\n
Until professory, the longest I’d ever held a job or worked at a single place was three years, and even that was driving a truck, where I had virtually no contact with the Bosses. <\/p>\n
In Webmastery and then Professory, I had respect at least for the Mission. <\/p>\n
But that has changed now too. <\/p>\n
That is why I am once more becoming–by my own volition, and by being set up for it–the man who is not a professor anymore.<\/p>\n
The man standing in his own driveway, maybe even literally again. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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