The wind was driving in my face, the smell of prickly pear<\/em><\/p>\nYou’ve always done the right thing. You’ve always been the good guy.<\/p>\n
Way better than me at it any day of the week, since you were fifteen sixteen. A paragon. But not today.<\/p>\n
Without giving up your decent soul, you’re going to war now.<\/p>\n
Even getting it over with quickly and efficiently is a dream that died when she bombed the Pearl.<\/p>\n
This is kill or be killed, brother.<\/p>\n
Leave a breadcrumb trail back to your own pure heart, but harden it now ruthlessly.<\/p>\n
Become the wrong kind of person, episodically, because it’s simply necessary to do so now.<\/p>\n
When the firefights come, give your soul over to the devil. There’ll be time to reflect on the parts of yourself you wish you didn’t ever have to look at, when you’re back home stateside and your PTSD is being well cared for.<\/p>\n
But right now you’re a soldier in a holy war.<\/p>\n
I know who you are. <\/p>\n
You’re going to win.
\n
\nWe’re gonna break out the hats and hooters.<\/em><\/p>\nI’m a bookkeeper’s son and so are you.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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