{"id":1304,"date":"2020-05-28T14:47:15","date_gmt":"2020-05-28T21:47:15","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.vairtere.com\/spill\/?p=1304"},"modified":"2020-05-28T14:47:15","modified_gmt":"2020-05-28T21:47:15","slug":"colorsplash","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.vairtere.com\/spill\/2020\/05\/28\/colorsplash\/","title":{"rendered":"Colorsplash"},"content":{"rendered":"<h4>Nie chce byc malym szarym czlowiekiem.<\/h4>\n<p>The spoiler translation is:<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;I don&#8217;t want to be a small gray man.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/www.nytimes.com\/interactive\/2018\/03\/22\/magazine\/voyages-kayaking-across-ocean-at-70.html\" title=\"According to the NYT,\">According to the NYT,<\/a> it&#8217;s a common Polish expression. Beyond the translating, the meaning is pretty clear. No one wants to end up little and gray. For a long time in Poland, the totalitarian state that remote-controlled the population was very intent on turning out little gray citizens, even among the young. <\/p>\n<p>The story at the link is about a man named Aleksander Doba, who fought back against that, ultimately by kayaking across the Atlantic at the age of seventy, rejoicing in our human talent for suffering, along the way. <\/p>\n<p>(The version I came across first was audio, via NYT&#8217;s The Daily Podcast, with a release date of 3 May 20.)<\/p>\n<p>Under the thumb of the megrims, I have been quite small and gray these days past. Even my resistance methodology has been tiny and colorless&#8211;heavy doses of mild over-the-counter painkiller, and marathons of sleep. <\/p>\n<p>Through it all I managed one heroic thing, and that was to stay on track here spilling, in addition to a fair amount of other, unpublishable writing. <\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s no Atlanic kayak trip I admit, but I really sort of love those last few posts.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m thinking that Doba&#8217;s solution is an alternative path to the end goal of dying free and living free until then. Stop pursuing comfort, go be hideously uncomfortable, and epic in the process. <\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<p>Nonetheless, (his wife) Gabriela was not prepared for Doba\u2019s first trans-Atlantic expedition. He had been taking long trips for decades, but he always slept on land. So, Gabriela told me, she laid out for her husband all the reasons trans-Atlantic kayaking was stupid. She threatened divorce. \u201cIf you have a crisis in the middle of the Atlantic and the closest land is the bottom,\u201d she asked, \u201cwhat will you do then?\u201d Doba said, \u201cThere will be no such crisis.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p>Thoughts on an anniversary. <\/p>\n<p>Tomorrow I ascend up that mountain again, on a related note. <\/p>\n<p>Wish me strength, in keeping this keyboarded streak going, while I kayak in the waters of bliss. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Nie chce byc malym szarym czlowiekiem. The spoiler translation is: &#8216;I don&#8217;t want to be a small gray man.&#8217; According to the NYT, it&#8217;s a common Polish expression. Beyond the translating, the meaning is pretty clear. No one wants to end up little and gray. 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