{"id":1168,"date":"2020-04-13T19:31:49","date_gmt":"2020-04-14T02:31:49","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.vairtere.com\/spill\/?p=1168"},"modified":"2020-04-13T19:31:49","modified_gmt":"2020-04-14T02:31:49","slug":"slow-burn","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.vairtere.com\/spill\/2020\/04\/13\/slow-burn\/","title":{"rendered":"Slow Burn"},"content":{"rendered":"

It’s taking a long time, but gradually my life is coming together. <\/p>\n

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The danger of the bug is out there, but so far it’s making my life a better place. In a sense it’s given me a space of what I’ve always wanted. It’s temporary, but I’m okay with that. <\/p>\n

In eseence this is a summer and a half. Except I have this six hour a week job that’s keeping me somewhat organized around a schedule for half the week, and even that is turning out to be perfection, because in an ordinary summer I have to make absolutely everything up from scratch. The fact of this job in the few weeks past, and for the next month too, is unexpectedly an added perfection. <\/p>\n

Finally the cupboards are stocked, and so is the wallet mostly. I don’t need to buy gas or waste time commuting beccause there’s nowhere to go. I have most of what I need, and I have only the most basic responsibilities and obligations, to things like the checkbook and the crockpot. The machine of domesticity is running smoothly now–it was a lot more convoluted getting there than I ever thought it would be, but now that it is, I’m on the cusp of turning my attention to the better things. Per Maslow’s hierarchy of needs. <\/p>\n

As the week begins, that is the corner I’m starting to turn. <\/p>\n

Feels good. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

It’s taking a long time, but gradually my life is coming together. The danger of the bug is out there, but so far it’s making my life a better place. In a sense it’s given me a space of what I’ve always wanted. It’s temporary, but I’m okay with that. In eseence this is a […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1168","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.vairtere.com\/spill\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1168","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.vairtere.com\/spill\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.vairtere.com\/spill\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.vairtere.com\/spill\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.vairtere.com\/spill\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1168"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.vairtere.com\/spill\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1168\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1170,"href":"https:\/\/www.vairtere.com\/spill\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1168\/revisions\/1170"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.vairtere.com\/spill\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1168"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.vairtere.com\/spill\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1168"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.vairtere.com\/spill\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1168"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}