for some weeks, i couldn’t stop sleeping, and now
\nfor some more, i only seem to be able to nap
\nand I dream
\nhard<\/p>\n
for some years, my sleep was troubled by what they did to me
\nby the hot wire they put to my head, pituitary,
\nit’s not so much troubled any more
\nthe scenes are of my last day<\/p>\n
rewritten the ways I would have wanted them to happen.
\nIt just happened again
\nbut this time, I didn’t spend my last day professing
\nthis time, I wrote a book<\/p>\n
which is to say, handcrafted one from scratch, from spill.
\nAlso, for the first time, the college was not here
\nbut in Silver itself, the unshining city
\nbelow the real Gila hills. That was a new twist. <\/p>\n
the lesson of that revealed the true nature of their crime;
\nit wasn’t the injustice and it wasn’t just the betrayal
\nbut the fact that they tried to keep me from having my say.
\nthis’ll fix that, right?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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