It might be true that another caravan, out to Texas this time at some unspecified future date, is the next step.<\/p>\n
Or setting aside $133,576 and hoping that’s enough; or changing tack and committing to 76K worth of theory cabin instead. <\/p>\n
Or breaking down and getting a job.<\/p>\n
Or just wiping out one more chunk of debt. <\/p>\n
Or just unfocusing on any future and just writing one more post, filming the first video of the year, going for a walk. <\/p>\n
I don’t know right now. <\/p>\n
***<\/p>\n
I dreamt of a new place, not 232 miles southeast in the perfect place, but more like 4, due west, in just a different one. <\/p>\n
It was up in rocks that don’t exist, in a spot that somehow managed to not be within hearing of the interstate hiss, the rail line, or the middle of the river. <\/p>\n
I was there unloading my yard tools, the rake, the shovel, the broom.<\/p>\n
I’ve dreamt of a lot of things. <\/p>\n
I’ve slept more than I would like, but I am rested.<\/p>\n
I am learning to cope with an old house that is suddenly overcrowded. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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