A digression. I have transcendently meditated for real, for twenty whole minutes, once now. <\/p>\n
There were distractions. Bird noise, train noise. Back to the silently spoken sound of the mantra.<\/p>\n
I had itches. I scratched them. Back to the silently spoken sound of the mantra.<\/p>\n
I had thoughts, that this was a waste of time, Back to the silently spoken sound of the mantra.<\/p>\n
I had concerns, about whether I was doing it right. Back to the silently spoken sound of the mantra. … that’s how you do it right.<\/p>\n
Back to the silently spoken sound of the mantra.<\/p>\n
Back to the silently spoken sound of the mantra.<\/p>\n
When the church bells sounded from across the street, that told me that twenty minutes had passed. They seemed to have passed so quickly, even though within each minute time seemed to be passing very slowly. <\/p>\n
I like this feeling.<\/p>\n
I want to waste or sacrifice more time to this. <\/p>\n
I want to do it twice a day faithfully and see what happens when I do. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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